Is it sad that my main motivation is to shut up the people who made fun of me and made me feel insignificant when I grew up? Maybe not because they don't really know me anymore but I do this for my own self now. Yes I want the approval and to get noticed by women, but I need to like my own self.
Don't think it's sad at all. We all have a bunch of mofos to prove wrong. ♡
Nothing wrong with that, proving people wrong has been my biggest motivation as well. It may not be the best mindset to keep long term, but lets face it there's nothing more satisfying than walking past someone who not too long ago made fun of you, except now you look 10 times better than they ever did.