A message to a friend...
It hurts when we are made to feel as if we don't matter. Whether it's having been abandoned by a parent, or abandoned by an old friend or lover. Nothing hurts more then to have been told you were or promised to be cared for or even deeply loved only then to be treated like a stranger. Love is not just a feeling, its a responsibility, action. Know this... You matter! If you have made anyone in your life feel this way...reach out to them today and let them know they matter. You will heal yourself as well as someone else you promised to care for .Things can change but...love should always make things matter.
Ive felt ths way most my life i was neglected by my fam. My older sister abused me bad one time pounded my head into ground till i was unconcious my dad always called us stupid and morons and told we were going to hell...I'm also autistic I've been hospitalized twice i was told id probley b for life...I've lived a life of rejection I've been called crazy and retarded still am I've been taken advantage of an used more times thn i can count...i forgive those tht hurt me but its left me scarred thts for sure and I hurt so bad not jus cause Ive been hurt but cuz I'm different and people treat me so mean because i am... i knw ..way to much information...but thanx for posting tht