I've been struggling with weight since I was ten years old. Yes, I was the girl in high school getting picked on by all the '' pretty'' girls. I always find myself getting into a groove, I should say. Like I get so into health and fitness for a week maximum and then it dies.
I can't seem to find a reason or rhyme why. Whenever I tell myself I'm going to try a lifestyle change, I binge on junk food thinking I'll never eat it again.
I know what you're supposed to do, eat in moderation, exercise regularly, etc. I just go on pinterest and find the before and after weight loss pictures and become inspired. And I have all of this determination inside of me, but the convenience of fast food restaurants haunts me.
I work, and I work a lot. I'm a merchandiser, I work for a radio station, and I do photography. I work about 12-13 hours a day. But I do also have free time.
I want change. I want to become a better me. I want to feel healthy and have energy. I want to be motivated. I'm looking for someone I can confide in to help me along my fitness journey. I want new recipes, and tricks and tips.
I want to be the me, I've been holding inside.
Hey, I'm similar but instead of fast food I love sugar and find it so hard to give up the sweet things (which ultimately, make me feel sick, sad and guilty! I don't know why I do it!)
My weight has fluctuated though and I go through seasons of weight gain (winter) and the rest of the year I reach a real fitness high... I would really like to see if we can help each other because I really can empathise and know we can make some differences! Stay motivated for the time being, follow the plan and not the mood! Best of luck! :)