I have played basketball all my life and now, it's hard for me to stay motivated. My boyfriend is bigger as well and he is always telling me I'm beautiful, but I don't feel beautiful. I'm angry more, my asthma is terrible, and I'm constantly tired. I had a hate/love relationship with basketball bc i felt like I had to do it. Now it's about keep the weight off so I don't end up like my parents with health issues. The discipline used to help me release my stress and stay fit, but now I'm trying to motivate myself and it feels impossible. If I could get support and motivation on here
, you guys would be amazing . Thanks for listening to me sob.