Idk what to do its like I'm so paranoid of getting belly fats and being fat that if I eat I try to puke it out again but by doing that I feel so weak everyday I have no idea what to do I have no idea how to keep a balanced diet and what type of exercises is suitable to keep belly fats away.
I used to be 58 and then I work out and it decrease to 55 now I'm 52 I know I shd stop but there's this voice inside my head that tells me not to eat to not become fat wat am I suppose do I think its time I ask for help :(
Yeah I deal with my own issues with body image and pressure to look good but I can't imagine what so many women must go through. You sound like you could be developing an eating disorder and that's serious business. Your mind gets stuck in this way of thinking and seeing yourself and it's very damaging and very difficult to get out of.
Do you know anyone in your life you can ask for help? A counselor or just someone wise you trust? Even a family doctor can hopefully help point you in the right direction.
Yes yes I I developed bulimia but I'm trying. Im better now I'm trying. But every time I eat there's this voice that tells me what to do and that I shouldn't be eating that and that I'm fat and in the end I succumb to that voice forcing myself to throw up all the food that I eat. I avoid eating food that's oily I get so scared that wejnmy friends tell them to join I'll refuse lying that I've eaten but sometimes I'd go for day not eating I know its wrong but sometimes it feels good that way and I dk what to do
I guess its hard when every time I look in the mirror all I see is in myself is fats and I tried being optimistic but I can't help checking my weight aft eating and I knw my parents are worried but idk how ive been working out I love running its like ppl use to say I gain weight but now that I lost some they ask why I lost so much weight am I sick? I really dk what to do but tbh no matter how I see my weight decreasing I think everyone is lying to me saying I've lost weight I can't help it the voices just keeps coming back but I'm trying I guess.