Just recently someone made me feel like I'm not doing a good job or I'm just doing things wrongs, I get it from my family, my partner, and everyone who meets me. Well I'm sorry I do do everything or anything to your standards, yes you have brought my motivation down and it hurts. All it takes is one person, one negative comment. I finally did a pre- workout of my choice and still I can't seem to believe that I may feel like a plain mistake. I still kept going working out. I am a pretty thick sized woman who eats and eats, sometimes controlling an appetite is super hard, something always goes in my mouth and I chomp it. Maybe I eat because I'm eating my depressed life away. I'm going to work out again because not eating and doing something helps me stay in control of myself. I came here to make friends because I literally have no one to talk to, I'm so self conscious someone will hurt my feelings and break my motivation. Now I hate to see others go through the same, be pick on by some skinny girl and not have the slighted clue of how a big woman lives. Guess what I am getting my ass up I'm going to workout, loose that weight and really help others if they want it.
Thanks Adam you seem Wonderful at heart and I will do. (:
The fact that you found the courgae to share this shows that deep inside you are strong. Life is challenging and people can come accross in a way that doesn't always support us. See if you can begin with practicing self-love. Let me know if you need more quidance.