Hello there...Lolz....I think you must go for a cute ruffle bikini , as ruffles looks so cute and it will help you to feel lees ....what you have mentioned...!!! And one more thing if you feel like your bikini might fall off than you should go for One Piece Swimsuit or bikini it would be the best choice for you.
Lol I've never been comfortable in many bikinis. I love the ones with attached skirts and tank tops. You look familiar you live in vinita before?
I feel really insecure too